Time Goes By....

....So slowly!! Every day goes quickly, but not quickly enough. We are staying busy here and enjoying the Texas spring. We have been planting seeds, watering them, finding all sorts of bugs, bird watching, playing with friends, gaming, back yard picnicking, watching satellite, collecting rocks, collecting feathers, going to friends', climbing trees, I Spy, reading, and more. Holden had a watch this week and it was neat to see his interest in the digital numbers as they changed. It broke and I need to get him another watch.

Cliff will be leaving the Middle East this coming week. Our family will be reunited sometime before the end of the March. I am beyond excited about that and it is making time go by so slowly!!! Cliff calls every day to check in. He is really busy with the process of leaving Iraq. The boys are very glad their dad will be home soon. We have a lot of fun things planned and I feel so restless, I wake up early every day to exercise to burn off steam and energy.

I have "Walden" almost completely read. I am finding that there are at least 2 or 3 words per page (sometimes 1 word a page) that is not in the dictionary. I am so fascinated with his (Thoreau's) use of words and imagination. The history is fascinating as well. I enjoy learning about what life was like 150 years or more ago.

I'm amazed at how much we have bonded with my sister, her husband, and the neighbor kids over the months. We have had some uncomfortable moments. But we have dealt with them with maturity and honesty. I've had the privilege and honor of explaining some of my parenting beliefs and stating that I don't care what people think. These are my kids and I have to live with my choices. I am so blunt and clear that their mental health is the utmost importance. I am not always perfect, but I strive to be a caring parent 95% of the time or more. My parenting goals and goals for myself are very clear in my head. So, I think that helps me to stay focused on what is important. Overall, it keeps me grounded and feeling satisfied. I see how much progress I have made over the years as a mom, wife, and person. I feel so proud! I still feel like I have a lot to work on within myself. It gives me something to strive for.

I am a little sad our time here will be coming to an end soon. Cliff is going to miss some of the friends he has made in Iraq. He talked to me about the bonds he has formed with people he has met over the past year. We are both going through a lot of emotions and transitions. He more so than I at the moment. My moment is coming. I know I will cry when I have to leave my sister. I'll be happy once I get home and realize how much I love it in Iowa. Spring time in Iowa is a glorious experience! I may feel a little guilty for not having suffered the long, cold winter and showing up in time for the best times of year ahead! But you won't hear me complain! I know I will miss my sister's neighborhood. All the houses are on 1 acre, treed lots. There are lots of empty lots and nice houses to see. We love the wildlife and feel of being in the country. My sister's house is way off the road compared to my house. I love it! YES, I will miss it here.

I am also excited about the time change this coming weekend on the 9th! It is coming early!! Longer days will be welcomed here. I love to go on walks after dinner.

Here's to many things to be grateful and joyful for!!! I'm listening to the kids in the front yard playing tag with friends. Camden is in need of a nap. So, I better go help him find some relief. He is so tired. Much love to all...